Hi. I think the impact of events hit me slower than they do others. Have you ever had things go smoothly, so smoothly, such that it borders on unreality? Somehow, I'm anticipating, expecting, waiting for things to go wrong. Now that plans are thwarted and knowing me, I should be panicking, but I ain't. Hm. Funny.

I wonder if there are people who converse because they have to.

I find myself harbouring uncharitable thoughts these few days, with understandable, acceptable and perfectly reasonable reason, of course. Haha. But uncharitable thoughts are still uncharitable thoughts, and being the nice girl I am, I shall banish all uncharitable thoughts and think nice thoughts, although it is kinda impossibly impossible. Its hard okay! Very, terribly, difficult.

I yak alot and I appreciate quick wit, smart puns, sharp humour and especially good company, so the whole notion of Loner is completely above me. However I am acquainted with the many ways of the world (plus it reminds me of you and makes me miss you even more (if such a thing was possible)) and so I will accept and adapt, but I sincerely hope to God that I'll come out of this whole episode with my dignity, my sanity and my intelligence intact.


Omg I couldn't spell intelligence!! This is it man. I am becoming more and more stupid and its all your fault. GAH. (insert series of qian bian and rude faces) GRRRR.
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Me, I'm 20.
I love rainy, cloudy weather.
The kind with lots & lots of
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Books, music, shopping.
Prettycolours, prettythings.

The same few people,
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Chelle. Lijuaan. Meow.
Nancy.

Janice. Yong qi. Amelia.
Xinyu. Fujing.

Junrong. Jiening. Wenting.

Vincent. Shirley. Allena.
Allena's Blogshop.
Kim.

Charissa. Tracy. Xinyi

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Chiew shan. Chin chong.
Francis. Janice. Louisa.


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