so pick me, choose me, love me.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Its the second time I'm doing this. With a third party's point of view, with neither intention nor agenda, I must say that these things tend to get tiring and draining. I must not be feeling well, 'cos I feel like throwing up. I'll be sleeping early tonight. I'm tired.

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Monday, May 26, 2008

Of parties and balloons.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MR YEO XI-WEI!(:

And I'll be back soon with pictures. In the meantime, je suis bien. Not that anyone asked or anything, hehh. Had a fine time catching up with Lau and Rae and I can't wait to try Ice Cream Chef's new mint chocolate ice cream. Obolo's macarons are kick-ass, YiLing I'll definitely have to bring you there soon! Oh and dance lesson (only one so far) with Wei was a blast. Cha cha cha! Hahaha.(: And I was busy at work doing Wei's scrapbook, but that's for later. Alrights world! That's all for now. Take care and au revoir!

Labels: Girlfriends make the world go round(:, Gruffy ol' bear, Love

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

And I'm letting the world go by

So I returned from Bintan on Thursday. Three days seem abit too short to enjoy the serenity and the beauty of the place, but I had a good time nevertheless. The service was really excellent and so refreshing, I seriously don't mind going there again soon, especially during off-peak periods. The Angsana Resort and Spa is good for the soul.(:

Yesterday. Yesterday at about 11.30am I finally bid goodbye to virgin hair. Actually I'm slightly regretting it now, 'cos I really love my natural hair colour. Black to some might be mundane and boring, but ah, there are shades of black too. Oh wells. I'll have it back when the colour fades, I hope.

I have tons and tons of pictures from Bintan. It was quite delightful taking pictures, because the lighting was real good.(: I'll post them up soon.

Alrights that's all, folks. Oh, and happy 18th, grouchy! I love you lots and lots.(:

Labels: Gruffy ol' bear

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Sunday, May 11, 2008

No one is infallible.

So we finally meet, and I did everything wrong. I meant to be true and sincere, but it ended up being more of a testy and wary, albeit awkward, gauging of grounds. It felt like I didn't smile at all. So much for being myself. I just wished that I could... present, give myself to you and see if perhaps, you would have me. Oh silly, silly, silly. But no, like Rae said, I would certainly not bash myself up over this. After all, what was, was.

Maybe its me maybe its my overactive imagination or maybe its pms, but it feels like I'm the only one in this. It feels like I'm the only over enthusiastic idiot all geared up and excited, while the rest are stifling yawns, twiddling thumbs and grouchy with reluctance. That's just fine, fine. I do hope I'm overreacting. Let's just see what happens come next week, shall we?

Beautiful night. Beautiful night. Remember, tonight's a beautiful night. Beautiful night.

Labels: Life's little quirks, Life's not-so-little quirks

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Friday, May 09, 2008

Honey - Bobby Goldsboro

See the tree? how big it's grown,
But friend, it hasn't been too long
It wasn't big...
I laughed at her, she got mad
The first day that she planted it
Was just a twig...
Then the first snow came,
And she ran out to brush the snow away
So it wouldn't die...
Came runnin' in all excited
Slipped and almost hurt herself
And i laughed 'til i cried...
She was always young at heart
Kinda dumb, and kinda smart
And i loved her so...
And i surprised her with a puppy,
Kept me up all Christmas eve,
2 years ago...
And it would sure embarrass her when i came in from workin' late,
Cause i would know...
That she'd been sittin there an' cryin',
Over some sad and silly late, late show...

And Honey, i miss you...
And i'm bein' good...
And i'd love to be with you...
If only i could...

She wrecked the car, and she was sad
And so afraid that i'd be mad,
But, what the heck?...
Though i pretended hard to be,
Guess you could say she saw through me,
And hugged my neck...
I came home unexpectedly,
And caught her cryin' needlessly, in the middle of the day...
And it was in the early spring, when flowers bloom, and robins sing,
She went away...

And Honey, i miss you...
And i'm bein' good...
And i'd love to be with you...
If only i could...

One day while i was not at home,
While she was there, and all alone,
The angels came...
Now all i have is memories of Honey
And i wake up nights,
And call her name...
Now my life's an empty stage, where Honey lived, and Honey played
And love grew up...
and a small cloud passes over head,
And cries down on the flower bed that,
Honey loved...

And see the tree? How big it's grown,
But, friend it hasn't been too long
It wasn't big...
And i laughed at her, she got mad...
The first day that she planted it,
Was just a twig...

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♥3:30 PM

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

And you're the perfect thing to say

I guess its true. Its hard for her to smile and be friendly, sincerely. Sometimes I think she's built that way; built to be defensive. But then, you always knew her better than I did.

Today, I had the most awesome time. Okay. Granted, it wasn't awesome throughout the day, but it was awesome enough to be really rather awesome.(:

I returned my keys today. If I don't get a room next sem, then I suppose today officially marks the end of my hall life. I don't feel nostalgic today, but it will come.

Mad Jack's has the most amazing banana crumble, I swear. And although these few days seem as though there are 10 suns up there instead of a friendly Mr Golden Sun, the nights are cool enough for lovely, lovely walks in the park.(:

Ah, the simple pleasures of life are good, good. I'm contented.(:

Labels: Gruffy ol' bear, Love, Random thought, Yums.

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Sunday, May 04, 2008

Jieli was telling me about Arnold's Fried Chicken, and now I have got a HUGE craving for KFC. Arnold's Fried Chicken does home deliveries too, and its outlets are very conveniently situated near my house. Urgh.

I WANT FRIED CHICKEN! I WANT FRIED CHICKEN! I WANT FRIED CHICKEN!

Weibaby please come back quick so I can pig out at KFC! (Jieli all these calories are your fault.)

Glorious Fried Chicken.

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Saturday, May 03, 2008

I bought this adorable little book from Artbox yesterday with Rae. Scheduler, it says. I've just taken it out after all the excitement from today's events died down and now I can't wait to pencil in all my appointments and notes and such! Yay so exciting!(:(:

Anyway, this past week would have been fabuleux, if not for one teenyweenylittleproblem. Yes you guessed it right - je n'a pas d'argent! Money, money, money. Ah, c'est très ennuyant! But other than that, my week was grand. I've gone shopping, met up with some of the women, people from S43, hunted for birthday presents (or parts thereof), celebrated birthdays, partially cleared my stuff from hall, had dessert at Menotti and didn't manage to get us the discount because I was so damn sure that we just needed to pay the bill after 10 to get desserts off at half price (apparently not), been to the library, borrowed a book from a little secondhand bookshop which I've always wanted to borrow books from, chilled at starbucks, and travelled all the way down to boon lay to tutor my cousin. For free. So, next up on my list: borrow and read half the books in the library, have spa sessions thrice every week, own all the pretty pretty things in Made With Love and lastly, dinner at Garibaldi's.

Just kidding. But sheesh I really really have got to get myself a job real soon.

Wei's coming back from his trip tmr!(:

Labels: Life's little quirks

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