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Monday, July 21, 2008

Its pouring outside, and there's quite a stiff wind blowing. A lovely day to cuddle up in bed, hide under the covers. A perfect day to think.

It has never strike me so deep that anyone I hold so dear can, and will be gone, one day, someday. Poof. Gone. Vanish, just like that. I wonder what I'll do without them. I wonder what I'll be without Wei by my side, constantly nagging and scolding and chastising me, teasing, laughing with and at me, pampering me and spoiling me rotten. Loving me. I could make a guess, I suppose, but it honestly isn't that hard. I'll most certainly be lost without Wei, without the silly goose of a boy for me to love and tickle and tease and cuddle and love and irritate and smell and hug and binge and quarrel and share my every moment with. And love, always Love. Just for the record, I don't think I've ever loved anyone so deeply before, and vice versa.

So here I am at home, half an hour before I'm scheduled for work, with the rain pelting down and my windows wide open, thanking my lucky stars that you are near me, that you are safe and sound, that I'll get to kiss you and hug you when see you tomorrow night for dinner with people we love, that you're not on any deployment or whatnot overseas in jungles far away or at sea. Those whatnots that are in fact dangerous but made not so, because so many boys have gone through them so many times and turned up safe... save a few. I know I sound selfish and terrible and a horrid girl altogether, but the truth is that life isn't fair, and sometimes it simply scares the shit out of me.






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3:57 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008
Ain't no love like ice cream and daisies

Happy belated belated belated 20th, sweetheart! Thank you for standing by me all this while, love. You're my rainbow skies, the sunlight through my window, my Shin duck soba. I love you, and God only knows what I'll be without you.(:

On a side note, I received my first pay at Ice Cream Chefs yesterday! *beams*



I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists:
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

-Pablo Neruda


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11:50 AM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Shin Kushiya!(:

Dinner at SHIN KUSHIYA was absolutely, absolutely fabulous. I know Rae raved about it in her blog already, but I've got to rave about it still! I love the Horenso salad (spinach with bacon and garlic chips tossed with soy dressing), and how the Osen Tamago (lightly-poached egg served chilled in a bonito broth) was so good chilled. The sashimi was so super fresh; apparently the prawns were so good they made Farand's eyes disappear in appreciation, haha! Their yakimono was excellent too, but that's what they specialize in. I love love love the mushrooms. I don't know how they do it, but the mushrooms were still fat and juicy and tender even though they were charcoal- grilled. Just absolutely makes me feel like bouncing around. The mozzarella cheese wrapped in bacon was super super amazing too! Ahhh!!! And oh, ohmygod, behold the Tonsei Inaniwa Udon, aka Duck Soba. The duck broth was ex-ce-llent and -get this- the flat noodles just slides down your throat. And its chilled. Chilled!! Ughh. *spasms and dies*

Anyway I hoped Rae you enjoyed it, cos I certainly did. Haha!(: I'm gonna miss you badly when you go to the US. Oh wells. I'll just have to survive a whole sem without you and then I'll have you back!!:D And we'll go eat at Shin again!!:D:D:D

Okay no more of this. I'm hungry.






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11:15 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

I love love pan-fried dory. I'm really glad my boyfriend knows how to cook!(: MOS was fun, but really quite tiring. Alrights, I should be heading off to Ice Cream Chef's real soon. Ciao!

Can't wait for Tuesday!(:

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For ice cream lovers (and especially those who stay in the east), please click HERE and take a look. We do parties and events too! Please visit!(:(:






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6:30 PM

Saturday, July 05, 2008
Priorities makes emotional idiots of us all.

You know, I would put the world on hold for you.





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4:08 PM


♥ PROFILE
Cyn Ong.
Me, I'm 20.
I love rainy, cloudy weather.
The kind with lots & lots of
wind.(:

nbs mkting.

♥ LOVES
All that I hold dear.
Books, music, shopping.
Prettycolours, prettythings.

The same few people,
the same few constants.


♥ LINKS
Chelle. Lijuaan. Meow.
Nancy.

Janice. Yong qi. Amelia.
Xinyu. Fujing.

Junrong. Jiening. Wenting.

Vincent. Shirley. Allena.
Allena's Blogshop.
Kim.

Charissa. Tracy. Xinyi

VJC 05S43.
Atiqah. Camillus. Darren.
Chiew shan. Chin chong.
Francis. Janice. Louisa.


Wei. Rae. Qixin.


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