Thursday, March 27, 2008
Just wanna say, I miss you real bad.
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You could have been anyone at all
And net that catches me when I fall
I'm so glad it was you
Anyone at all
So glad it was you
Labels: Gruffy ol' bear
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♥3:17 AM
Friday, March 21, 2008
FUDGE FUDGE FUDGE FUDGE FUDGE
Fudge. Last tuesday was accounting mid terms, this tuesday was french and wednesday was business law. Monday's gonna be fm test, and then I still have another french test and IT quiz, in addition to a french presentation, one IT project and a comm funds presentation. And yes, exams ae in less than a month, and I have lessons even up to the week before the exams, so really, please try to understand, and god, give me a break. I'm really sorry if I'm all caught up and can't spare enough time for you people but the truth is, I need to do well to go to Switzerland. Fudge, my results sucked like crap last sem, and so I have to do well this time round, period.
So please understand. Please.
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♥12:42 AM
Monday, March 17, 2008
omg somebody save meeeeee.
Happy 16th, stinko!(: Love you like bees to honey, kittens to milk, ants to sugar, numbers to accounting and stats and financial management, words to business law and OB and marketing, and me to a world with no accounting, business law, finanacial management, IT and comm funds, no projects and tests and exams and presentations and deadlines. YAY the thought of it just makes my day. *beams*
In other words, I love you muchmuch and manymany.
Oww I just bumped my elbow on the chair hard while reaching for the phone. Hurts.): Alrights, french oral test tmr. I'm pretty much brain-dead now and clumsy and clutzy, but I WILL FINISH FRENCH BEFORE BED TONIGHT! OhyesIwill. Bye.Labels: Love, School
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♥9:29 PM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Homebound.
My dad is really surprising at times. So anyway, daddy's got me a credit card. Don't get me wrong, I'm not here to brag or anything. Ho no, I don't even think its brag-worthy. Its just that the thought of it makes me feel like I'm growing up so fast and too fast out of a sudden and I want it to stop, but nopes. Guess what, it won't.
In the past I had a curfew, and when I came home, my dad or mom or sometimes both, would be downstairs waiting. Sure, there were times when I pushed the limits,and they would be mad and irked because I made them wait. Feeling guilty, I would always ask them not to stay up waiting, and yet they would always be there everytime I came home. Those were the times. Now that I have the keys to the house, there are no lights on and no one waiting when I get home anymore. There are no more "tell me what time you will be home" calls. Now, I'm allowed to, and even expected to spend a day or two at home, before leaving for hall for the rest of the week.
The freedom, the independence makes me feel sad.
It really does.):
On a lighter note, Happy Birthday, Vincent! Heh I can't believe 3 years later your hair's gonna be razored down to ground zero like how Wei's was. (or any other army guy's, for that matter.) Love you, you idiotic, irritating, retarded, taller-than-me, fatter-than-me closet cam-whore.(:
Okay, je vais faire mon le travil d'école now. Au revoir!
Labels: Family
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♥5:09 PM
Monday, March 10, 2008
I am suddenly anxious for my presentation tmr. I'm bloody afraid that I would forget my train of thoughts and be left stumped and speechless when I see someone give me the finger, indicating a minute left. I have this urge to call you and hear your voice, all familiar and comforting. I want to hear you laugh your gentle laugh and tell me that I'm sillysillysilly, a silly little goose. Your silly little goose. I want you to soothe me and hold me and tell me that when tomorrow comes, everything will be alright.Labels: Love, School
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♥2:14 AM
Friday, March 07, 2008
Of spas, indulgence and treats.
Wednesday with Qixin and Joan was absolutely, absolutely fab.(:
Oh and Daddy faxed the details over to the agent this morning. We're officially going to Bintan! 3 days of pure indulgence. It will just be the three of us, the sun, the sand and the sea. Yay so exciting! Can't wait, can't wait!!(:(:
That aside, work is an utter nightmare. Urghh.
Okay, happy thoughts, happy thoughts!
Labels: Girlfriends make the world go round(:
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♥2:48 PM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Someone once asked me how it was like to view the world with small eyes. A few weeks ago I would have no answer, but now I do. I just see everything else.
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Its strange, this upside down world.
Its strange, how little things I can retain.
Its strange, this heaviness.
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Its like I want to rest but I'm so afraid to, because there's nowhere to stop and lie down and no place and no space to hold together the pieces of me.
Its like emotional lock down.
so this is how it feels like to be cold and ugly and fcked up and alone, but yet not alone.
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♥2:48 AM
