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Monday, September 29, 2008
She pulled the blinds and listened to the thunder.

Unbeknownst to myself, I was waiting for the other shoe to drop. And boy, did it drop.

I could kill myself.

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1:37 AM

Saturday, September 27, 2008
The Ultimate Loser

I'm MOTHERRRRRRRRR pissed.


Today, I am in a very destructive mood.






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9:45 PM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Happy Birthday, Rae dearest!(:

I remembered you told me its 13 hours behind time in the US, so I guess it should be about 8 minutes after 12am there now. I just wanted to say Happy Birthday, Rae baby! And that I miss you shitloads and shitloads and shitloads and shitloads and shitloads. I know it has been 2 months since you've left for Illinois and I should be used to it by now, but I still go around thinking "Okay this is so Rae" or "Rachel will find this funny" or "If only Rae was here".): Oh wells. December will come soon, I guess. We'll celebrate your birthday then, okay?(:

Alrights that's all for now. I hope you're doing fine over there! Once again, Happy 20th, my dearest girl. I Love you!(:




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1:07 PM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Would you stay, keep this evening warm?

As soon as I heard your voice, I wanted to reach over the line, over land and ocean and grab you, hold you, touch you. I want to know that it is real, that it is your voice that I hear, that it is you. I know its dumb. It has only been 5 mere days without you. 5 days of not hearing your voice, of not holding your hand. 5 days of not seeing that adorable, earnest baby face that tugs at my heart everytime, making it go thumpity thump thump. 5 days too long.

It has not been an entirely good day today, and its times like these that I need you, and miss you even more. I want to find comfort in the familiarity that only you can give. I want to cuddle up and feel all snug and cozy again, like a warm hug.

As always, the extent of just how much I'm missing you came to me as a shock.

Happy 22nd, love. Oh Friday please please please be quick.




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2:32 AM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

2 more days. Come back soon, love. I miss you.):




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8:51 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Today, B2 and I raided Far East. We spent 6 hours there, and I blew nearly a hundred bucks. Hur. It would be a long long time before I go shopping again. Oh wells. It was fun while it lasted!(:

On a side note, Wei left for Hanoi this morning.): Sigh. This week's gonna be long indeed.




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8:37 PM

Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Owned.

For the past week it has been School: 7, Cynthia: 0.

Hell. I can't wait for recess week.



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1:04 AM


♥ PROFILE
Cyn Ong.
Me, I'm 20.
I love rainy, cloudy weather.
The kind with lots & lots of
wind.(:

nbs mkting.

♥ LOVES
All that I hold dear.
Books, music, shopping.
Prettycolours, prettythings.

The same few people,
the same few constants.


♥ LINKS
Chelle. Lijuaan. Meow.
Nancy.

Janice. Yong qi. Amelia.
Xinyu. Fujing.

Junrong. Jiening. Wenting.

Vincent. Shirley. Allena.
Allena's Blogshop.
Kim.

Charissa. Tracy. Xinyi

VJC 05S43.
Atiqah. Camillus. Darren.
Chiew shan. Chin chong.
Francis. Janice. Louisa.


Wei. Rae. Qixin.


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♥ SHOUT

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