Monday, February 09, 2009
I so badly want to stop and rest, but there's no place for me to rest my bones.Standing alone is so tiring. So so tiring.
stuck in reverse
♥12:09 AM
Sunday, February 08, 2009
All the things unsaid
Stabstabstab me straight in the heart.
Just when something inside me died and I rebuilt my walls thinking that it would keep the world out, loneliness had to come and make a mockery out of me.
I feel like a sponge that's left in the desert for days, and now suddenly there's rain, floods and thunderstorms.
This is like setting a whole new record, this new low. Somebody please please give me a reason to take that leap of faith again. I want terribly to believe and to trust, but I'm so afraid to. And you know what's the funny thing about it? Its no one's fault.
stuck in reverse
♥11:10 PM
Words are only words.
Trying to stand strong alone is shockingly hard.
Trying to get someone to depend on is shockingly harder.
Sometimes it gets too scary to think about what is at the end of the road. That is when I throw myself blindly into the dark unknown with my eyes wide open, fingers reaching out and Confidence tattooed over my heart, fumbling along and feeling my way, seeing nothing, touching nothing and feeling nothing.
stuck in reverse
♥4:06 PM
Sticks and stones wouldn't break my bones
but you, you will. Oh yes you will.
Labels: Life's little quirks
stuck in reverse
♥12:54 PM
