This is the thing that really irks the hell out of me.

I wonder if you ever thought of me when you barged your way through between the both of us. I wondered if you ever felt guilty in your aggressive campaign. But then what would a little (or alot of) guilt mean when you so self-righteously and so steadfastly carried on your wooing in spite of it? But then again, who am I to stand in the way of your happiness.

But then again, why should I care, really. (Other than for the fact that I have to actually live with it.) Why should I find justification in giving in to you? Nothing would change, and at the end of the day, nobody really cares two hoots, except maybe me. The whole unfortunately stubborn issue has been stewing and stewing inside me and I'm so sick and tired and weighed down by all of this shit anyway.

You know what, this really feels like being with the guy with Grotesquely Acute Immature Behaviour again. Ha.

This whole thing is sounding too much like a relationship gone bad, haha. Therefore, I shall treat it like how I would if I'm jilted. I'll be happy about it. Just watch me.
stuck in reverse
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Cyn Ong.
Me, I'm 20.
I love rainy, cloudy weather.
The kind with lots & lots of
wind.(:

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All that I hold dear.
Books, music, shopping.
Prettycolours, prettythings.

The same few people,
the same few constants.


Chelle. Lijuaan. Meow.
Nancy.

Janice. Yong qi. Amelia.
Xinyu. Fujing.

Junrong. Jiening. Wenting.

Vincent. Shirley. Allena.
Allena's Blogshop.
Kim.

Charissa. Tracy. Xinyi

VJC 05S43.
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Chiew shan. Chin chong.
Francis. Janice. Louisa.


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