Sunday, December 09, 2007
It beginning to look alot like Christmas!
I had a late night chat with Wayne over supper after cheerleading a few days ago, and we were talking about his lost love - I was giving him reasons why he should stop emo-ing, and he was telling me why he can't. Despite it all, I still stand by my theory. Call me a cold-hearted pessimistic bitch, but thing is, life isn't always cream and roses. When life's a bitch, you've gotta raise up to the occasion and challenge it. Fight it, or it will drag you under. And by God, if you can't gather enough strength to break free of it then under is where you'll stay. Its quite a depressing thing, really, not being able to enjoy and to see the beauty of life.Alrights maybe I'm going a little overboard with all this talk about enjoying life, seeing how something inside me has just disappeared recently. Gone. Extinguished. Emptied. Perhaps the stress of upcoming competitions' getting to me, but I definitely find myself laughing a lot less lately. Although I know I will eventually find myself back like how I did the last time, I must admit that the increasing frequency of such occurrences is rather worrying. Bah. Let's just hope that the events happening late this week and next week will cheer me up.(:Anyways, I had my first tennis lesson with Wei today! Haha. It was fun and I enjoyed it, although my right arm is aching now. But hey, no pain no gain, right? Oh and I hope Wei would bring me to the Safra gym soon! I badly need to work out, if not for my own vanity then for the sake of my poor bases. I'm beginning to see why almost all cheerleaders are so skinny and like, size zero. They're afraid of squashing the guys.Okay this is a rather random post, really, so I shall just stop my ramblings. Till then! Good nights!P.S. I'm feeling the Christmas Cheer!! Yay I love Christmas! *beams* (:(:Labels: Life's little quirks
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